I feel...

It's time to write. It's time to write here. 
I feel depleated...
I give more than I have
My intention is to share love.
Why do I not feel connected to the abundance?
I turn within.
The answer is within.
It is yet to be revealed.
patience.
patience.
I am.
Teacher?
Guidance?
Not without.
Within.
Within.
Patience....


 I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders some times. I want nothing but to fulfill this altruistic calling. But not I. I don't even know how to speak anymore. The context has changed, I've shanged, how do I express myself without involving the I. Maybe within the question, therin lies the answer. Love. Express Love.

I am like a mirror. Somone shares Love and instead of taking it, I mirror it back. I give it back. Why do I do this? How do I stop, can I learn to keep for myself what I need?

Connect to Source. Let it flow.

Is it wrong to desire guidance? Is it wrong to desire a teacher? Is it right to only look within? I don't know...

Am I closed off? Have I closed off? In the moments when I am filled with love, do I pour it right out only to close off again?

may I experience abundance so that Love flows freely. May I be like a cup overflowing!

May I self Love and others others to do the same.
May I self heal and help others to do the same.

May I grow from this trial.

May I continue to learn.